Teach Me How To Fight

Junior Boys - Teach me how to fight

Video made by ChannelBenjie

Milosh "The City"

Lyrics

Can you see my face?

My expression's erased
I'm stuck in this place
I wanna feel my face

I'm wandering through the city
This calm summer breeze
Brushing across my case
I'm trudging up myself
Through these streets I should know
These buildings once covered in snow
Just yesterday

I'm pushing through the years
These warm, younger years that brought me here
I'm listening as they whisper in my ear
Pushing me back to what I wanna be
What I try to be
That calm, tame beast inside of me

Can you see my face
My expression's erased

Boxes

Dutch canal home by Uxus via design sponge

Ibiza Villa via fabricofmylife

Not really sure what the point of anything is.

However, if I had to spend the rest of my life somewhere, it would be in a house like this.

I don't think I care about the city anymore.

I don't mind living in the middle of nowhere, surrounded by nothing but trees.

Outside the box? what box. fuck boxes.

Photo albums from the past

Very old photo album found at my grandma's

My parents on a date

My dad teaching his youngest sister. Haha he still looks exactly the same!

Aunties and Uncle. I always thought he looked like a military man. I don't think he is though...

This is a more recent picture that my grandma kept. It's my sister and I sitting on a bench in New Orleans next to some musicians (maybe homeless?) And those orange things are balloons... not pumpkins or melons

My grandma brought me up till I was 4. There she is! She looks so young there. It's so weird how her 80th birthday just passed. I miss her =( Oh and I'm the jolly looking kid in the yellow sweater. My aunt made it for me = 3

There's my dad! hahah he wore pleated pants back then and he wears pleated pants now.

Another relatively recent picture. This is my mom and I. I don't know where that is but I'm pretty sure it's supposed to be something important O.O I see a Canadian flag so maybe somewhere in Canada?

My mom and I =) She told me that when I was a baby and she carried me on the bus, people would comment about how much she loved me because she kept giving me kisses and hugging me. O.O I can't really see that but o...kay.... lol

It's weird looking at old pictures and being in the town that I grew up in. It makes me realize how hard my parents worked to get here and all that they had to go through. Family is such an odd thing. Not that it's bad...just odd.

reason point

what's the reason?
what's the point?

this?

Time to do something

No more sitting around!

The past

This was a picture taken of my parents while they were dating. They looked so happy =)

I've been pretty pessimistic lately and I think it's time for me to pick myself up and go back to being the optimistic person that I was. I'm still young (relatively) and I have a whole life ahead of me (hopefully). There are so many things to do and so many things to see so why view the world as half empty?

I really appreciate the friends that have been there to listen to all my complaining. You guys are the best!