Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Sketches of an architect

"and when I'm dancing under the sky, smiling like theres no tomorrow, such comparisons are rendered irrelevant."

- Chris L.

Wednesday, November 17, 2010


me: u miss me?? =D

I do
we spent so many years apart
but we can live together again
don't drive me insane



Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Less talk

I'm so frustrated that I can't get anything done. I have so much to do but I'm not doing anything. My back hurts like a bitch. Today I need to do some yoga and then do some effen work.

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Hubei, China Part 1

grandpa =)

Smoked meat. My grandpa makes it the bessttt

The roof where clothes are hung to dry

Visiting my great grandparents' grave. In China, they bring all these firecrackers and fake money. The fake money is supposed to be passed on to the other side when burned.

The river used to be perfectly clear and the sand used to be really white. All the sand was used for construction and the rivers are filled with trash. This was all done within 15 years. It's really sad =T

My dad and aunt =)

A crazy guy lives here and he basically wrote "the White House" on top of his door. He thinks he's the president.

Kitty paw prints!

This is actually where I grew up till I was 3 with my grandma. It was roomier back then but they built a lot of buildings around it. It's really ghetto right now. Our actual house collapsed a few years ago and this building was built on top of it.

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Thursday, August 19, 2010

I'm getting old

I feel old and no longer invincible. Life is fragile. I don't necessarily see a reason to live but death is also very scary. I keep having dreams of the end of the world. Looks something like this ...

but a little less scary and a little prettier... like this.

The thing is, in my dreams, I'm never scared. I always happen to be with close friends or family so I'm content. In the first dream, I was sitting on top of a submarine that was almost fully engulfed in the sea. I'm guessing at that point, the world was flooding (Think of 2012)? The second time, I was at a party with my friends and the sky started melting. I told everyone not to look at it or else they would be blinded...not like it mattered anyways since we were all going to die. Anyways, the point is, life is short. Just spend time on what matters.

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Teach Me How To Fight

Junior Boys - Teach me how to fight

Video made by ChannelBenjie

Thursday, August 12, 2010

Milosh "The City"


Can you see my face?

My expression's erased
I'm stuck in this place
I wanna feel my face

I'm wandering through the city

This calm summer breeze
Brushing across my case
I'm trudging up myself
Through these streets I should know
These buildings once covered in snow
Just yesterday

I'm pushing through the years

These warm, younger years that brought me here
I'm listening as they whisper in my ear
Pushing me back to what I wanna be
What I try to be
That calm, tame beast inside of me

Can you see my face

My expression's erased


Dutch canal home by Uxus via design sponge

Ibiza Villa via fabricofmylife

Not really sure what the point of anything is.

However, if I had to spend the rest of my life somewhere, it would be in a house like this.

I don't think I care about the city anymore.

I don't mind living in the middle of nowhere, surrounded by nothing but trees.

Outside the box? what box. fuck boxes.

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Photo albums from the past

Very old photo album found at my grandma's

My parents on a date

My dad teaching his youngest sister. Haha he still looks exactly the same!

Aunties and Uncle. I always thought he looked like a military man. I don't think he is though...

This is a more recent picture that my grandma kept. It's my sister and I sitting on a bench in New Orleans next to some musicians (maybe homeless?) And those orange things are balloons... not pumpkins or melons

My grandma brought me up till I was 4. There she is! She looks so young there. It's so weird how her 80th birthday just passed. I miss her =( Oh and I'm the jolly looking kid in the yellow sweater. My aunt made it for me = 3

There's my dad! hahah he wore pleated pants back then and he wears pleated pants now.

Another relatively recent picture. This is my mom and I. I don't know where that is but I'm pretty sure it's supposed to be something important O.O I see a Canadian flag so maybe somewhere in Canada?

My mom and I =) She told me that when I was a baby and she carried me on the bus, people would comment about how much she loved me because she kept giving me kisses and hugging me. O.O I can't really see that but o...kay.... lol

It's weird looking at old pictures and being in the town that I grew up in. It makes me realize how hard my parents worked to get here and all that they had to go through. Family is such an odd thing. Not that it's bad...just odd.

Friday, July 23, 2010

reason point

what's the reason?
what's the point?


Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

The past

This was a picture taken of my parents while they were dating. They looked so happy =)

I've been pretty pessimistic lately and I think it's time for me to pick myself up and go back to being the optimistic person that I was. I'm still young (relatively) and I have a whole life ahead of me (hopefully). There are so many things to do and so many things to see so why view the world as half empty?

I really appreciate the friends that have been there to listen to all my complaining. You guys are the best!