Thursday, August 19, 2010

I'm getting old

I feel old and no longer invincible. Life is fragile. I don't necessarily see a reason to live but death is also very scary. I keep having dreams of the end of the world. Looks something like this ...

but a little less scary and a little prettier... like this.

The thing is, in my dreams, I'm never scared. I always happen to be with close friends or family so I'm content. In the first dream, I was sitting on top of a submarine that was almost fully engulfed in the sea. I'm guessing at that point, the world was flooding (Think of 2012)? The second time, I was at a party with my friends and the sky started melting. I told everyone not to look at it or else they would be blinded...not like it mattered anyways since we were all going to die. Anyways, the point is, life is short. Just spend time on what matters.

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Teach Me How To Fight

Junior Boys - Teach me how to fight

Video made by ChannelBenjie

Thursday, August 12, 2010

Milosh "The City"


Can you see my face?

My expression's erased
I'm stuck in this place
I wanna feel my face

I'm wandering through the city

This calm summer breeze
Brushing across my case
I'm trudging up myself
Through these streets I should know
These buildings once covered in snow
Just yesterday

I'm pushing through the years

These warm, younger years that brought me here
I'm listening as they whisper in my ear
Pushing me back to what I wanna be
What I try to be
That calm, tame beast inside of me

Can you see my face

My expression's erased


Dutch canal home by Uxus via design sponge

Ibiza Villa via fabricofmylife

Not really sure what the point of anything is.

However, if I had to spend the rest of my life somewhere, it would be in a house like this.

I don't think I care about the city anymore.

I don't mind living in the middle of nowhere, surrounded by nothing but trees.

Outside the box? what box. fuck boxes.

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Photo albums from the past

Very old photo album found at my grandma's

My parents on a date

My dad teaching his youngest sister. Haha he still looks exactly the same!

Aunties and Uncle. I always thought he looked like a military man. I don't think he is though...

This is a more recent picture that my grandma kept. It's my sister and I sitting on a bench in New Orleans next to some musicians (maybe homeless?) And those orange things are balloons... not pumpkins or melons

My grandma brought me up till I was 4. There she is! She looks so young there. It's so weird how her 80th birthday just passed. I miss her =( Oh and I'm the jolly looking kid in the yellow sweater. My aunt made it for me = 3

There's my dad! hahah he wore pleated pants back then and he wears pleated pants now.

Another relatively recent picture. This is my mom and I. I don't know where that is but I'm pretty sure it's supposed to be something important O.O I see a Canadian flag so maybe somewhere in Canada?

My mom and I =) She told me that when I was a baby and she carried me on the bus, people would comment about how much she loved me because she kept giving me kisses and hugging me. O.O I can't really see that but o...kay.... lol

It's weird looking at old pictures and being in the town that I grew up in. It makes me realize how hard my parents worked to get here and all that they had to go through. Family is such an odd thing. Not that it's bad...just odd.