Green Grass

Lay your head where my heart used to be
Hold the earth above me
Lay down in the green grass
Remember when you loved me

Come closer don't be shy
Stand beneath a rainy sky
The moon is over the rise
Think of me as a train goes by

Clear the thistles and brambles
Whistle 'Didn't He Ramble'
Now there's a bubble of me
And it's floating in thee

Stand in the shade of me
Things are now made of me
The weather vane will say
It smells like rain today

God took the stars and he tossed them
Can't tell the birds from the blossoms
You'll never be free of me
He'll make a tree from me

Don't say good bye to me
Describe the sky to me
And if the sky falls, mark my words
We'll catch mocking birds

Lay your head where my heart used to be
Hold the earth above me
Lay down in the green grass
Remember when you loved me
Remember when you loved me
Remember when you loved me

Cibelle - Green Grass (Tom Waits cover)

I plan on making a video for this song with my Kenner. We'll see how that turns out.

Anyone have a good video editing program to recommend?

Life

Life isn't easy and the moment you find out life is real, you are condemned to fight, to suffer.

-Yohji Yamamoto

the fuck?

If I could send someone an e-mail that would punch them in the vagina, I would.

Lost

Not sure why but I feel like I haven't had inspiration in months. When I look in my closet, I always end up picking up the most comfortable clothes, which means I end up looking like a AZN (Baggy shirt, cardigan, black tights, and Uggs). Speaking of Uggs, I don't give a shit if they're ugly, they're the most comfortable shoes I've ever put on my feet. Anyways, the inspiration isn't there. I used to able to picture outfits in my head and I would be excited to wear it the next day. Now, I dread choosing outfits. It might be related to the fact that I don't buy clothes anymore because nothing fits. I refuse to buy bigger sizes. haha. Well I started yoga so hopefully I'll be normal soon. I just feel so misplaced. I see myself in the mirror and I'm like..wtf happened? I guess that's what happens when you go to college, gain some weight, and work and gain more weight.

Anyways, I should be normal soon. The sad thing is, I don't even want to lose weight to look "pretty" or whatever, I just want to be myself again.

Another reason I think I feel less inspired is probably because I read too many blogs. I know it sounds counter-intuitive but I feel like I don't have my own style anymore. It's like I'm brainwashed. Truthfully, most blogs blog about the same thing, the same designers, the same shoes they want. I start to think I want those things as well but in reality, I don't. And I don't even like the Jeffrey Campbell Clinic shoes, or the Sam Edelman Zoe wedges, or Alexander Wang. I really don't! But when I see it, I want to buy it! That's what you call self-brain washing.

From now on, I'm going to read less blogs and spend more time with myself.

hatha yoga

I tried Hatha yoga last night and it was more of a success than last time, when I went into the intermediate class for my first ever yoga class. The instructor was so nice and she really made me relax.

The poses weren't too hard. The breathing was hard for me at first because of my allergies but after a while, it came naturally. After yoga class, I felt like my lungs could fill up with more air!

Compared to the Intermediate yoga class I took, I would say this one is easier, and more relaxing. Hatha yoga is definitely something I can deal with.

Hopefully I'll stick to it this time. I can't sit on a chair my whole life. My back hurts EVERY day and I was told by a masseuse that yoga will help.

Mimi! You should join my gym! You'll like it.