I'm getting old

I feel old and no longer invincible. Life is fragile. I don't necessarily see a reason to live but death is also very scary. I keep having dreams of the end of the world. Looks something like this ...




but a little less scary and a little prettier... like this.


The thing is, in my dreams, I'm never scared. I always happen to be with close friends or family so I'm content. In the first dream, I was sitting on top of a submarine that was almost fully engulfed in the sea. I'm guessing at that point, the world was flooding (Think of 2012)? The second time, I was at a party with my friends and the sky started melting. I told everyone not to look at it or else they would be blinded...not like it mattered anyways since we were all going to die. Anyways, the point is, life is short. Just spend time on what matters.